Chapter 266: It’s A Sin

I don’t want to say too much about today because I spent most of it being exhausted and I still am. The times when I wasn’t feeling exhausted it was only because I was too distracted feeling outraged at the behavior of some of the people around me. So, without going into details, I take this evening’s blog to simply let out a short rant. Why the fuck is it that people – grown ass people, not teenagers or people in their early twenties but grown ass people – have to revert back to childhood behaviors in the workplace? Weren’t most of us taught as children that it is not good to be a tattletale? It is especially bad to be a tattletale when what you are tattling about is mainly speculation and, in some cases, outright fabrication? Isn’t that wrong? Again, I would understand this type of reckless behavior from teenagers or very young adults who haven’t reached that point where they have had to deal with the consequences of their actions but when you are an ADULT it is completely ridiculous. I swear to God, people can be so dumb – especially when they don’t take the time to see beyond their own anger, or stupidity, to understand the fact that what they are doing will mainly wind up bearing negative consequences for themselves. It’s just stupid.

That’s enough about that, though. Like I said, I am exhausted. It’s been a really long day. Fortunately for me, though, tomorrow is Friday and it is just about time to have the weekend off! I am really looking forward to this weekend – I don’t have any plans at all, really, so I am looking forward to spending the weekend just lying in bed and watching movies on Netflix and such. That idea sounds AMAZING right about now. I need to decompress from the workweek badly. I knew it was going to be a crappy week – I even discussed it in the blog. I’m honestly surprised that the bullshit managed to not go down until today. I don’t think there will be any major repercussions from this for the people I care about at work… but regardless of whether they are major repercussions, there will surely be repercussions. From what I understand, even my name was brought into the whole thing. I make a genuine effort not to get involved in all the bullshit that goes on in that place and I don’t really see how my name could possibly have gotten involved, which is a really good thing because it gives me a great defense if I do get called out – I haven’t done shit. Nobody can prove that I’ve done shit because I genuinely haven’t. There is absolutely no way for me to get into any sort of trouble based on this situation because I haven’t done anything wrong. I love when situations turn out that way! Like I said before, I just think the whole thing is ridiculous and will only wind up genuinely hurting the people who went at it with malicious intent and wrongdoing. So, I’m good… but again, I said I wasn’t going to talk about it anymore. Instead, I should probably get to bed.

Before I go to bed, though, I did want to mention the fact that I have to cancel my piano lesson for tomorrow night. It sucks! Unfortunately, I won’t have a ride there so I really have no choice. I am going to try to reschedule it for Monday, though. I don’t know what it is exactly but I haven’t been feeling all that thrilled about my piano lessons recently. I mean, when I am there at the lessons I love them but I find my mind wandering towards other things. In particular, I have recently been finding my mind wandering towards voice lessons. It just seems like every time I sing nowadays, ever since that awful “Glee” audition video experience, I can hear every little flaw in my voice and I feel horrible about it. I need the help. Depending on what goes on with my piano lessons next month, I am going to look into perhaps switching to voice lessons or, ideally, finding a way to do both. We’ll see how that goes, though. Anyway, it is time for me to go to bed. Goodnight.